My life is too full of difficult things right now, mostly related to my older son.
My struggles with weight and attempts at integrating intuitive eating into the basic fabric of who I am are just noise in the background. Since I am not a morbidly obese binge eater but rather a slightly chunky, frustratingly arthritic, very short but otherwise ordinary person, I really have to put this weight thing on the back burner.
I remain in admiration of all of you fighting the good fight. I just can't connect right now.